very random one, i just wana sort out my thoughts.

maybe, we just needa learn from mistakes made. but, how long do it takes for wound to heal? as we fall, we get hurt... how long will these heal? and how many mistakes do we have to make in order to not make the same silly mistake again?

someone has to be hurt, no matter what. but, why is it always the innocent party? and why some of us do things without thinking? and we make use of others inorder to so call achieve the HAPPINESS? is this real happiness or not?

i really dont know how long more can i hold on, pretending like i never cared. all the smiles i had on my face, are they truthful? YES, i'm sure some are, when i'm with hpys.. but what about others? are they true? i seem to have lost myself again, how am i supposed to find the ME back?

after midyear's over, maybe the real me would be back as i'll try real hard to find myself back. i wouldnt want to be lost for long....

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